Meditate on the spiral.
Meditate on what is unclear or lost until you find it again.
Co-dependency & Other Drugs
A book I’m reading said, children who grow up under narcissistic abusers tend to develop codependency… among all the other things.
On the Third Day
The way my brain processes emotions, I won’t have one bad day. No, on average, I’ll have three.
The third day is when we start again.
Growing Pains
The not worst part
The not great, less expected part were the little stings
The little stings and discomforts that came after
And the weight of understanding a permanent absence.
I think, I need
I sit here and read old words. Old words about old hurts, stained by the absence of love.
The myth we tell ourselves.
That piece of my subconscious that reached down from the surface to pull me up is an angel.
She tells me to write and to wake up. I love her the way you love oxygen after it’s been kept from your lungs.